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Mm, changes starting now. Where do we begin?

I'm jealous.

1. You know what word I hella like for no reason at all? Hesitate. I don't know why I like it so much. I just do. I'm sure you guys have words that you like for reasons you can't figure out xD

2. I love pictures where the lighting is just right.

3. I have a list where I've written down everything I see wrong in me. It's so long. One of the things I want the most is to have someone read it and tell me it doesn't matter and mean it. I don't have the courage to bring it out.

4. I have an idea for the first time in my life.

5. I'm surrounded by the most beautiful people, inside and out.

6. Treat others how you would like to be treated.

7. If I were a boy.

8. This list is starting to feel like a postsecret.

9. Silver at San Bernardino yo =D

10. No L.A. trip for me =(

AB conversation, Christine your way out.

DOMO is the game to play. Because I said so. I started playing yesterday and I want to play more. I'm trying to play now but it's not downloading fast enough. RAWR! But yeah. EVERYONE PLAY! Dream of Mirror Online. Goooo! haha. And yeah =D

School is being nice yet mean. The meanest class has got to be English. So demanding of assignments. He assigns all these things yet we never turn them in. Makes me feel like crap xP We have an essay due Friday and I'm still not doing so well on deciding how I'm gonna do it. Sucks. But besides all the work, I love that class. Haha. I also like my psych class cause we never get hw. But I almost fell asleep today cause we were watching a movie. And then there's math where she is moving way too fast. I understand what she does, but I can't do it that fast. I'll work harder. I'll try to work harder? Yeah. Haha.

Dude, I'm helluh noticing that I barely finish my food now. I never finish the drinks I get, and I actually don't eat that much =/ I notice that i'm getting smaller, but never thought too much into it. Then I looked at myself in the mirror today and was like.. WTH? Skinnny. So I weighed myself. I'm like, 105. I was 110 in the middle of February. What is this? IDK, Feed me?

Please tell me happy days are coming. Please?

The Heart

So you know that thing, yeah, that thing. That special thing that becomes your pride and joy. The thing that makes you so happy, fulfilled, proud of yourself. You think you did a good job. But it's not good enough. Your efforts have been wasted You're just not good enough. Sorry. But in reality you don't get a sorry. It's just like that. You put your heart there for everyone to see, you hand it to them, but they go away as you hand it to them. Your heart drops to the floor. They see it on the ground. What's this? It doesn't look like anything special to me. They toss it into the garbage. Your heart has been thrown away.

Anyways, I want to play with helium right now, but I don't think it's good right now cause of the sickness. Helium is bad, period. I know that. But it makes me happy. It's drugs I swear. But you know, I don't know.

I want to write a story. But that's hard. So nevermind. I'l try to write a more interesting blog next time... like my movie speaker man one. HAH. Or not since I'm not creative enough. xP

Insomniatic

A I stayed up till around 4 making this new layout. I'm not sure what got me to actually do photoshop again, but yeah. I did. It features my loves. Only some cause I got tired of cropping everyone. I like how it turned out. Yes,It could've been better. But I like it =D I wanted Orange and Turquoise, but I went softer and ended up with these! They're Janelle's colors! Anyways.

B Twilight has cast people! Check stepheniemeyer.com to see. WHEE! Jasper doesn't look good in the Twilight pictures, but he's still cute! He'll film well xP Alice looks cool too. No offense but I didn't care much for Rosalie and Emmett.. even though their cool. So I don't mind how their characters ended up. Rosalie could be prettier. Emmett could be more buff. And Eric, the "crazy" dude is asian. LOL. He's the brother from Wendy Wu. I guess that's cool/funny. The pictures they took don't give them justice. I'm like eh? And then I look at their IMDB page and I'm like Ahhhh! Nice. Haha. I need to finish eclipse freakin' crap.

C I watched Spiderwick Chronicles and I must say that it's a lot more interesting than Jumper. Maybe cause it's a kids movie and it has to keep the ADD kids' attention. Haha. I liked it a lot though. I didn't know Freddie Highmore played both brothers. I was helluh thinking he had a twin I didn't know about. But yeah. I wouldn't mind watching it again. Jared and the sister, Mallory?, reminded me of me and Darrian. Haha, but she's nicer. Yay, I liked that movie. Haha. I don't know what else to say. But the music in the background the whole movie reminded me of Casper.

D Gotta practice hard this week. I haven't taken a practice seriously in a long while. I only take practice seriously once we get to comp. That sucks. I hope it doesn't rain this saturday. But anyways, we got to watch Logan, Leigh, and Vanguard on Saturday. They're all good shows. <333 Vanguard's show though. It's so cute, sweet, etc. EJ gets the spotlight, that special boy. Whee. And, yeah. Behave during comps please, people do watch us.

E School is cool since I have it every other day. Really good schedule. It's working for me. Haha. I don't know how I'm doing in my classes but I don't mind going to them everyday. Except modern since I just get lazy. Haha. Andddd, I actually made some friends. Kinda. Haha. People I can say hi to everyday at least. And Julius and Justin are there now! More people to hang out with =D

F We got a puppy! He's the cutest thing foreal. He's a brat kinda, but still like him. He keeps pooing and peeing on the carpet! Freakin' boy. His name is Zuko by the way! Oh, and he's super lazy xD

G I don't know what else to say right now so, Bye Bye.